teri kami si hai .......

Aaj ek khamoshi si sata rhi hai... Aasma bhi keh rha hai aaj taaron ki kami si hai...

Hawao me gami si cha rahi hai , palke bhi keh rahi
hai aj kuch nami si hai..

Lafz kar na sakenge bayan
jo mayusi si cha rahi hai , sayad tere yaad ane ki
ahat kuch ajnabi si hai...

Fir aj sham bas yun hi tanha dhali ja rahi hai,
dhadkane bhi keh rahi hai aj, ajao to hum bhi
chal de, na jane kab se thami si hai...

........ i cant hold its hand

i held a desire close to my soul, but it kept on slipping like dunes of sand

i practically accepted the truth, but still behaving as if i dont understand

sand clock has filled and emptied thousands of times by now

but still i can see a blur face in my dreams, so what if i cant hold its hand.

so what if i cant hold its hand, but it kept on inviting me,

i smiled i cried, i showed i shyed, but the bug kept on biting me,

i screamed for help for salvation but alash !! heard a single reply

its a war where i will loose, because here "i" am fighting "me"

Meri Udaan

Jana pehchana naam hai mera, par banani abhi pehchan baki hai,

gumshuda hu manjil ki talash me, par saahil pe gujre kadmo k nishan baaki hai,

tutate bunate khwabo ka dard hai, par khwab dekhne ka arman baki hai,

jao keh to taqdeer ke Baheliyon se, mai zinda hu, meri akhiri Udaan baaki hai.

a slight different version of it

हर रोज़ ख्वाब देखता हूँ, तोड़ता हूँ, पर ख्वाब देखने का अरमान अभी बाकी है,

नया ख्वाब देख मुस्कुरा ही देते है ये लब, मेरे कातिल शायद मुझमे थोड़ी जान अभी बाकी है.

"!nv!ctus"

It maybe dark every where, but i will keep looking for the light,

i may not be smiling all the time, but i will not complain and fight,

maybe the wait for sunrise is long and tiring and i cant withstand it,

but i will not let the lament surmount me,i will always challenge the night.

maybe this loneliness eat every courageous leaving me low,

maybe the darkness become outrageous turning me a bow,

maybe the emptiness overcomes the smile on my face

but my will to get up will remain INVICTUS untill my end come to show.

I am ADD!CT3D to You ..... donno what to do ?

i am addicted to you i dont know what to do

everytime i breath i feel the warmth inside me, i feel the same as i felt when i loved you

may be its because i am addicted to you........

evrytime sun rises i wake up with the hope to have you in my life

to share every moment of my life with you

may be its because i am addicted to you........

everyday at night i wish i could c u in my dreams, to hold u in my arms,

to look into yours eyes untill i woke up

may be its because i am addicted to you........

i simply donno why i feel this for you, is this just because i m ADD!CT3D t0 you or because i love you

ZIndagi tu meri kya lagti hai ..........?

kabhi khamosh kabhi khafa si lagti hai ..... zindagi tu he bata tu meri kya lgti hai ......

kabhi maa k god jaisi dua lagti hai ....... to kabhi subhah ki thandi hawa lagti hai

kabhi tanhai me kaato si chubhti hai .......par kabhi tu khud har dard ki dawa lagti hai

utar aaye jid pe to ek saja lagti hai........ ho kurban agar to har pal maja lagti hai

mil jaye jo humsafar umra bhar ka to khuda lagti hai.....jo tut jae har khwaab to jaan bhi juda lagti hai

har khamosh saksh ki kabhi tu panah lagti hai...... kabhi tu har pal jeene ki wajah lagti hai

kabhi tu ji ka janjaal lagti hai ....... kabhi tu khud mujhse behal lagti hai ....

tu hi bata ai zindagi tu kya lagti hai ......... mujhe kyu aajkal tu mujhse bewafa lagti hai ..........